Wednesday, September 7, 2011

SALLY







SALLY
By: Angel De Anda



“Who's that girl? She's sure fine looking man.” John said to his friend Keith as they waited in line at the local Walmart.
“What the fuck man? Are you blind? She looks like a hobbo that just got run over by a car. What the fuck is she buying anyways?” They both stood on their toes to see what she had in her cart.
She dressed in ragged apparel and sad eyes, carrying a bitter air of acrimony where ever she went, yet her tragic attire did not hide her endless beauty. She looked over at Keith and John and gave them a scornful look with her blue eyes, they stared at each other then turned away.

“You are so beautiful!” she said to them all. All six hundred and sixty six of them. All in bottles. All those bottle in rows on shelfs. All those shelfs in her basement.
“Of all of the things that ever lived, You are the most magnificent creatures. All so flawlessly perfect, never bothered by the thought of death, of the inability to fly, of the uncertain of the future!” She sat down next to her favorite one, Vathan. A Black Widow she kept in a jar in the center of her basement.
“Since Father's accident I've been oh so very sad” She sighed, “ and were running low on the money I inherited from him. I will have to get a job soon, It makes me so depressed that I will no longer have all day to spend with you my love!” Tears ran down as she picked up the bottle that she kept Vathan in. The Spider jumped to the glass and raised her front legs in aggression, sticking it's fangs out. Sally kissed the glass.
“Oh how I wish to marry you Vathan.” She started to sob, “How I wish to marry you and live happily ever after!” She started to sob even harder, “Oh but tis' not proper of me to ask marriage of you, I am the woman and you are the man and that's not the way my father thought me.” Sally kissed the glass once again, “Oh but you do love me don't you?” She kissed the glass a third time and the spider leaped to the walls of its glass prison.
“What are you doing Vathan, my dear?” The spider moved about quickly and skillfully, writing a clear and bold letter.
“ 'I'? You what Vathan? Will you propose to me?” Sally asked in excitement while the spider continued It's weaving.
“ 'I ha'” You have something to say? My love, I will listen.” she smiled gracefully while holding Vathan's bottle in her hands.
“ 'I hate' You hate? What bothers you?” she started to feel a mixture of angst and fear, cold sweat building on her brow.
“ 'I hate you'? You hate me? YOU. HATE. ME?! After all I have done for you? After all of the love I have given you? After all I have loved you? YOU ARE NOT WORTHY OF MY CARING! NOT WORTHY OF MY LOVE!” She yelled in hysteria and smashed the bottle on the ground, killing Vathan and severely wounding her hand. A puddle of blood quickly spread under her as she fell to the ground and sobbed.

“This is my special day! Oh how happy I am!” Sally smiled gracefully at the six hundred and sixty five guests sitting on the pews of the Gothic cathedral. It's gray walls extended endlessly then faded into a black sky where a red full moon shone upon the morbid clouds. Bright stars along with torches on the walls lid the dim room. The red carpet in the middle led to an altar in the front. There on that altar stood an upside down cross, and there, crucified, laid Vathan. There, with a nail through every limb, laid Vathan.
“This is a happy day indeed” Sally said when she saw her heart's malefactor's suffering as its bodily fluids leaking out of the wounds on it's limbs.
“Father this is a very happy day for me. Father, Do wish me well!” Sally said, walking to a white figure on the wall.
On the east wall of that cathedral was a cocoon of spider silk. Everything but a emaciated face was covered in silk. Everything but an emaciated, eyeless, bloody, and beaten face was covered in silk.
“I bless your marriage my daughter, I love you so much and want you to be happy!” the horrific face spoke with the voice of a gentleman, the voice of an angel. A voice that did not belong to that hideous, toothless mouth.
“Thank you Father, I knew you would approve, You have always been so great with me! I dare say your accident was very unfortunate, I'm sure Sathan did not mean to, I am sure!” She said with tears in her eyes.
“So am I Sally, that is why I forgive him, that is why I want you to marry him!” The angelic voice spoke again.
“Me? Marry him? Tis' the happiest day of my life!!” Tear of excitement ran down her face as she extended to kiss the brow of that frightful head.
“Do you like your dress my dear?” Blood spilled from his mouth as he said that last word.
“My dress?” Sally looked down. She was wearing a magnificent dress made of silk. A magnificent dress made of spider silk and orbs. It dragged on the ground almost 5 feet long all spider silks and orbs.
“Oh this dress is so beautiful! How could you afford such a magnificent thing?”
“Everyone of your guests helped to make it, everyone of them made your dream come true.” A tiny spider crawled out of his eye socket and into the silk cocoon as he spoke that last word. Sally walked away from her father and to the altar.
“You are so beautiful! How I love everyone single one of you!” She said to them all. All six hundred and Sixty five of them.
“Sathan, my love. Sathan, my dear, Where art thou?” She asked as she looked about.
“I am here my dear, I will be with you forever!” A angelic voice spoke.
“Oh but you do love me don't you?” she asked with angst
“I do love you Sally, I love you more than anything!” The heavenly voice spoke again.
“You make me so happy!” she smiled.
“I will make you happy forever!” The celestial voice spoke once more.
“I hear your voice but I can't see you, please let me see you!” She cried.
“Sally my love, I am here” The divine voice spoke once again.
“Please show yourself Sathan! I can hear your voice but I can't see you, please show yourself Sathan, I beseech you!”
“SALLY, COME TO ME! SALLY, MY LOVE!!! SALLY!!” A demonic voice replaced that once sweet sound and all turned black.




“Oh what a beautiful dream!” She stood up from the puddle of blood she was laying in, giving the corpse of Vathan a scornful look.
“I lost my two most beloved things in the world all at once! How I wish to be with them...” she started to sob again as she walked around  touching the glass bottles on the shelfs. Abruptly every spider jumped to the glass and started writing in silk letters.
“What are you all doing?” She felt as though something terrible might happen. The spiders continued to weave and in no time a sentence manifested itself in front of Sally. It read;

“We will make your dreams come true,
Let us weave a dress for you.”

“You will do that for me? That makes me so happy! I shall let you out at once so you can get to work!” She smiled and started opening every bottle. Once done, she stood in the middle of her basement and undressed herself.
“This should make your job easier!” she said as she stood naked in the middle of her basement, smiling.
Suddenly, all at once, All six hundred and sixty five of the most magnificent, beautiful, and flawlessly perfect creatures stormed at Sally. They covered every inch of her skin. They bit every inch of her ghostly pale body. For weeks they ate at her. For weeks they weaved her dress. They ate her eyes and laid their eggs. For weeks, Sally's emaciated, eyeless, bloody and beaten face never stopped smiling!


Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Alley

Sitting lonely in an alley
Looking at the tainted sky
With no stars or moon or heaven
Only darkness in that sky
Sitting in a lightless alley
Coughing blood and singing sadly
Freezing oh so badly
Under the black sky
Waiting for my time to die.
With no job or food or fortune
Only a mind already ruptured
And a body oh so tortured
Under this obscure sky
Awaiting for my turn to die.
I lay in this morbid alley
Coughing blood and laughing madly
Freezing oh so sadly
Looking up at the benighted sky
To myself I'll say goodbye
And to this twilight in the sky
In an hour or so I'll die


Sunday, August 7, 2011

So Perfect

I hope that someday I'll be stuck in the back of your mind, and you'll be going crazy in the middle of the night, and you won't be able to get comfortable or fall asleep because of a mistake you made years ago, and it's eating away at you, you won't remember what that mistake was, but you'll be thinking of me at the same time , and how much you love me, but you will never put the two together, and then when you see me, you'll be frozen in your tracks, and I'll be able to walk through you like you do to me, and it will feel so good to be the one in charge, and when that day comes I will go home and close the door behind me and laugh uncontrollably, and ill shake, and I'll cry as I laugh, and I'll be able to lay down on the floor and listen to some lovely music, and let my heart slow down and die, and it will all be so perfect.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Did you miss me??


“Did you miss me?” I asked
I know you have reasons to
..........
“So... Do you hate me??”
I would deserve it anyways
 
“You hate me???” I asked
but I know
deep inside
you want me to die

because you hate me!
there's no moral high ground here
you want me to die
it's not even weird
hahaha


Sometimes
I wish to die too
But, hey, you hate me more than I do!

Then, so, why not just tell me?
You know? That you hate me?
It's OK
"I feel this way everyday, anyway" 

She ignored me 
So I asked 
“Did you miss me?”
She took a long sip from her glass
then sighed
and left me waiting

she said
“Can I ask you for a favor??”“
and I said “Go ahead”
“Fuck off”

I stood still and waited,
then drank until my memory fated.

I  don't know if she hates me
I should just forget it
It was a long run
Now I'm all alone.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

I'm such a bore!

I recognize
I must be such a bore.
To have to be ignored
I know!

I just don't know
 what you imply
As I watch you standby
So idle...

I Know!
That must be it!
 I'm such a bore!
Just humor me though~

But hey
you know
there's nothing at play here
so let me disappear
if you want.
I don't mind.

I just don't know
 what you imply
why not just say goodbye?
Or give me a black eye?
Or sigh?

That rhymes right?
Oh ooooh oh

I'm such a bore......