Did you miss me??

“Did you miss me?” I asked

I know you have reasons to

..........

“So... Do you hate me??”

I would deserve it anyways

 

“You hate me???” I asked

but I know

deep inside

you want me to die

because you hate me!

there's no moral high ground here

you want me to die

it's not even weird

hahaha

Sometimes

I wish to die too

But, hey, you hate me more than I do!

Then, so, why not just tell me?

You know? That you hate me?

It's OK

"I feel this way everyday, anyway" 

She ignored me 

So I asked 

“Did you miss me?”

She took a long sip from her glass
then sighed

and left me waiting

she said

“Can I ask you for a favor??”“

and I said “Go ahead”

“Fuck off”

I stood still and waited,

then drank until my memory fated.

I  don't know if she hates me

I should just forget it

It was a long run

Now I'm all alone.